every moment feels like getting pricked by one million rose thorns
caught in a loop
deciding which flower looks and smells the best
i do it all for you
we were destined to be great
when you both died, the energy inside me that bonded us dispersed
i felt it in my heart, it smoldered me
i would do anything to show you the success i built out of our old habits
i really wish we could be doing this together
some strangers don't believe you're real
those people are reading my message to you and misinterpreting it
but your friends will never forget you
we'll always be thinking about you
i try so hard to not let the flame you sparked in me burn out
you would be proud to see something this absurd become viral and picked apart, even though it freaks me out
always missing you